Heart broken.
Mind is torn.
For the first time not outspoken.
Why when there are so many things to say, So many words concealed..
Why can you only stare.
Stare into the darkness, as if youre growing closer.
Closer to falling off the edge into black.
It consumes you. starting in your mind, flowing through your blood,
Into your Heart.
What will you do? When it courses through your body.
Through your mind.
Your soul.
Will you give up?
It calls your name. Whispers to you.
Don't listen to the harsh words.
Shut your eyes.
Hold your breath.
Cover your ears.
Silence as the darkness passes over you.
Leaving you, In thought.
Heart Broken.
Mind sewn by the small threads of Love.
Forgiving as you are. The darkness is in all of us.
When you forget, Its always there to remind you.
No matter how big your heart is, No matter how many pieces it may be in.
recovery is hardly an option.
Because there is only black in their eyes. Calling you.
As if they never sinned. Like the warmth of their arms hasn't changed.
You pray you're not the only one who can see it.
The filth in their touch.
The sleaze of their words.
Forever In the darkness,
You are,
Alone.
I know Its dark. But its how i've been feeling this past few days.
Sorry my blogs seem to be depressing
Writhing this makes me feel a bit better. Im out.
COMPLETE
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