What People Don't Understand About me/FunnyRant (UPDATED!!)

What people don't understand about me.

    I'm confident in myself, but i always second guess what i do. whether i go through a green light or not. I always feel like i need to be more than formal.

    If i get to into an Anime or manga, it becomes ANIME IS LIFE ANIME IS LOVE.

No but i feel a serious personal connection with the characters like more serious than most people, Like their problems become mine, like "WHY DON'T YOU LOVE HIM! HE IS PERFECT FOR YOU!"

   When i get complements i don't know how to reply, or i say something really bitchy without trying to. Like "Oh wow your drawings are so good" Says random person. Then i say, "Uh, thanks but you know drawing is a pointless talent, but thanks" WHY DO I DO THAT?!

   When it comes to relationships im a different person. I hate it actually. Like I said in a previous blog, I need together time, but I hate together time, I love being cute with my boyfriend, then hate it at the same time. I don't get it. I guess maybe its because i don't want my boyfriend to be a bitch I want a man and in past relationships I've been with wimpy assholes, LOL anyways. I'm trying to become a more understanding caring girlfriend but its a work in progress.

   I need attention from more than one person a lot of the time. Not that i seek it but i become easily bored if i'm alone or am just talking to the same person all day.

   I'm not hurt by people saying rude things to me most of the time, Unless its someone talking behind my back. Or changing plans last second to go hang out with someone else.

   Why do i find small things annoying? I don't know but my boyfriend can literally just be talking about something I kind of dislike and ill lash out.

   I need people to listen to what I say! I'm usually right. I am okay, and NO ONE LISTENS TO ME and then when they don't listen and it goes wrong i'm like, LISTEN TO ME NEXT TIME. But no one does..even though i'm always right.(:

   I want my boyfriend to vent to me, and i want him to vent to me as well, And something i hate to admit is that when he vents to me, i'm a bitch. i do sometimes see it as fighting words, but in my defense he yells his problems at me. I guess i can kind of understand but he needs to chill.

   And last, but certainly not least. my cat. She fucks up my arms. like draws blood a lot, she will full body attach herself to my arm and bite and claw me, she  is so unbearably hyper. but i love her.

   So yeah this turned into a rant. And you may think im a major bitch for most of these things but its because this helps me not be so bitchy in person. so don't hate #ValentinesDiary

I went through this post and fixed it a little, I just love when i'm hyper and I make blogs, it cracks me up. Anyways I wanted to say this will be more like the rants I will post, nothing rude!