#ValentinesDiary

     This is hopefully the beautiful new start to my blog once again. Id like to just forget the rest of my rant posts and make this a blog i'm not scared to share with friends and family.

     I originally started this blog when I had a pretty terrible argument with my boyfriend, I ended up witting a long sobby description of the fight. Usually I just like to type and say how i'm feeling or tell interesting stories there never is quite a pattern to it like some people tend to have. Some nights Ill post something so grammatically incorrect you'd think it was the work of a third grader, the cause being emotions. The best poems and stories come from real feelings and sometimes real feelings is writing something meaningful while tears are gushing from your eyes.

     I'm tired of saying i'm going to start blogging more often and never doing it. I am usually  confident in my ideas and Ill do research and end up never posting a final draft. For now i'm not going to make any promises of posts or schedules to follow. I've come to the realization that I try to organize where organization is not needed.

     Even now as I write this my hands want to type out a detailed schedule of what I plan to post, But I wont. Whether I plan to post or not Id just like to feel relief of talking to someone who cant talk back, My blog, My cat, ect..

     For my finale I will leave myself with Three goals;

Write out how I feel instead of pouring it out in anger on my boyfriend.(In other words, blog in a less hateful way)

Don't quit on an idea.

Don't push myself to write when I have nothing to say.

#ValentinesDiary