I'm Tired.

I am tired.

I don't want to get up.

I don't want to go to school.

I don't want to shower.

I don't want to brush my teeth.

I don't want to be home.

But I don't want to leave my house.

I know what I want, but I don't want to work for it.

I'm angry.

I'm sad.

I'm happy.

I just want to sleep.

I don't want to do my homework.

Can't I just lay here?

Why do I have to clean?

I don't want to do laundry, and dishes.

I'm lost...

Someone please,

Please find me.

Find Emmalee puetz.

Am I supposed to tell someone this?

Do I email my counselor?

Do I show my mom?

Do I show my boyfriend?

My cousin?

My friends?

I'm okay. 

Right?

Lack of Motivation?

Laziness??

Depression?

Bipolar?

I just CAN'T get myself to do ANYTHING.

Why....Why.

I don't want to hurt myself. I don't like pain.
I want help.
But I can't get myself to ask for it.
Why Can't someone see this on accident?
I'm not gonna share this on facebook..
I want someone to notice, but ill turn up my TV so they don't hear me cry.